Attention Reader. [Giselle Audley]

[Giselle Audley]

Giselle sighed, a vein throbbing in her head visibly. Why couldn't he just call her heartless and be done with it? This was one battle she wouldn't win. She didn't want to tell him she was heartless again and then just get shot down. At that rate, her skin would be hanging in his cave as art... or wherever he lived.

"What makes your problems any less severe than mine! Why would you want to help me anyway after everything I did to you tonight!" she cried. Why couldn't his problems be fixed as easily as hers. What made him so different? She promised she wouldn't ask any more questions but she had to ask at least that.

"Fine. I'm a bitch. I'd rather be just a bitch if I'm not heartless!" she gripped his shoulders now, gently though. "Punish me. Get even with me! I'm giving you permission so just do it!"

[Ellie]

"Ha!" he exclaimed, "You see how annoying it is? Yeah, now you see how I felt, all night long!" he said waving his hands around in frustration. He just wanted her to admit and actually believe that she wasn't horrid, because she obviously wasn't because, SHE HAD SAID IT HERSELF.

"No, I wont PUNISH you..." he scoffed, "I thought my presence here alone was TORTURE! But no! Wait, I forgot, you CARE about me... but then you DON'T..." he said frustrated as he ran his hands through his hair letting his hands rest on top of hers resting on his shoulders.

"My problems," he rolled his eyes as he spoke with a raised voice still keeping contact on her hands, "My problems? Do you really want to know my problems? Having the two people you loved most in the world DIE by your hands, then maybe, trying to convince yourself it wasn;t your fault, but it was, but at the same time it was all indirectly one fuccking persons fault, for everything. But you'd figure I'd hate that person, well yeah, but at the same time, she might have let those things happen because she loved me way to much to see me die..." he said his voice starting to crack as all the memories flashed before his watering eyes, "Those are my fuccking problems or at least the BIGGEST... are finally happy that you know nearly EVERYTHING?!"

[Giselle Audley]

She stared at him, gray orbs slightly widened. She could have snorted. So now he picks the time to tell her what had his brain in tangles! Well that was all just fine and dandy but this was not helping at all. Even though this is what she wanted, he couldn't have picked a better time?

It was her turn to wave her arms around in frustration. This would just never end. They were stuck in this room forever. "Fine, Lars! Fine! Yes I care! No, I don't say I care and then just say I don't care at all! Yes, I am pleased you've finally told me this. No, I don't know how I can possibly help you with that. No, you don't have to help me with whatever problems you think I have. Yes, you can leave if you want!" she bellowed.

She had to restrain herself from going off in French again. Her first language would have been no use to him.

[Ellie]

Lars bit down on his lip until penetration and breathed heavily with her words, and despite his best efforts he felt his eyes water more. He threw her hands off him with force and strode quickly to the heavy curtains. He wasn't afraid. He pulled them back quickly but but let out a growl when he just saw the moon grimacing down at him. He mentally cursed it and moved quicker to the mini fridge taking out a human vile of blood, kicking it closed with great force, he was sure he might if broke it, and moving with the same lightly fast stride to her.

He pushed the blood vile into her and got up close even though he was still upset, he wasn't ashamed, he didn't give a fucck now at all. "Take it," he said with venom, "Just fuccking go back to what you were doing before... Forget anything I said. You don't give a damn anyways, just fuccking forget about me, like everyone else, I really don't mind," he finished not even noticing he had moved far away from her and was already at the door, tears streaming down his face from his anger, and disappointment.

"I'll just leave you... confused then," he said more quietly as he opened the door, making sure no one had heard anything before taking a breath to walk out. "This is me poofing."

[Giselle Audley]

Giselle snatched up a pillow, buried her face in it, and let loose an ear-splitting scream. She made him cry! She should feel happy but all she could feel was shame. She honestly felt bad for the guy. She jumped to her feet and ran after him. She yanked him away from the door, slammed it shut, and stood in front of it, breathing heavily.

Realizing she still clutched the vial of blood in her hand, she shrieked and flung it across the room. It shattered against the wall, splattering it with blood. "I don't want this! I don't even think I can drink it right now!" she bellowed.

Getting up closer to Lars, she stared him down, keeping him in place with her mesmerizing eyes. "You are not leaving just like that. I refuse to let you! I lied through my perfect teeth when I said you can go!" she huffed.

[Ellie]

Her efforts made no difference to him. It was like anything else she did. It just wouldn't fully able to fly with him, he didn't believe anything she said anymore. He looked at her once through his watered eyes. Tears he couldn't even stop kept coming, but he was never one to sob, they'd just fall.

He slammed himself forward, ultimately sending her back up against the door, pinned by him. He looked at her with angry hazel eyes that he was sure were most likely a brilliant green from the emotion he was feeling.


"Let me out," he said plainly and slowly, but knowing she wouldn't.
"Let me OUT," he yelled the last word, "LET ME THE FUCK OUT OR STOP LYING TO ME!" he demanded, knowing that was maybe the loudest he'd made his vocal chords work in a good 5 years.

"I don't want or need to be around a fuccking liar...I fuccking HATE liars."

[Giselle Audley]

Giselle cackled when he had her pinned to the door. And this was a vampire who said anger was not an emotion he felt? Well he was expressing a lot more than fury this moment. Giselle could see it all and she mentally took a picture of him like this to keep the moment forever.

"Let you out? But whatever do you mean? Let you out of this room or from everything you're keeping corked up in a nice little bottle of yours," she laughed again. How dare he think her anything but not heartless.

"I can lie all I want because they are the things that keep me sane, Lars-y. If you don't like it then I am not the vampire you want to waste your time patching up. I can lie to you and hug you and tell you everything is going to be alright but that would be just so... heartless of me! But isn't this what you want to hear?" she questioned smartly, testing him.

[Ellie]

"HA, HA, HA!" he exaggerated, "Lie to keep you sane?!" he said lower now, done with yelling at all, "Lie to keep you sane? Weren't you the one criticizing ME for lying to myself?! Weren't you the one that was BEGGING for me, us, to be honest with each other?" he finished resting his head on her shoulder, he was totally emotionally drained from this whole day.

"I don't want to WASTE MY TIME with you, why the HELL do you think I'm trying to get out this door?!" he said, his hair brushing the smooth wood along with his hand around the cool metal of the door knob.

"It's not heartless..." he shuddered turning the knob, even though she was still between him and the door [another example of how she wasn't heartless], "That's hope, you fucking, clueless..." he sighed. He didn't even want to argue now, he just wanted to leave, he was too tired of this to yell, and it would only bring her satisfaction anyway.

"It's HOPE to tell someone that they're going to be okay, it's not a fucking lie, because they WILL be fine eventually. But you aren't going to try and help me get there, obviously, so just let me LEAVE..."

[Giselle Audley]

(( Ellie, I don't see how I can possibly fix this up. Let's end this thread and begin another one when we have an idea of what we are going to be doing ))

This was hopeless. Giselle was beginning to give up. She would see him again, though, she was positive of that. Maybe all they needed was a few days separation to cool off... she would track him down again, she wasn't finished with him yet. Instead of answering his questions, she just sighed and moved away from the door.

"Fine, Lars, go. Just leave. I don't care anymore. Honestly I really don't. If the circumstances were different... You just need to cool off and I am not helping you like this," she gave in. So let him run, let him hide, let him walk into the sunlight for all she cared. All of this was a mistake. She wasted a perfectly good night with a hopeless vampire.

But one question still remained. Was she still emotionally attached? Yes. The kid made her have a flashback. She would never forget that. She wanted to kiss him again, she wanted to love someone just to love. That was the answer to all her problems. Was it really as simple as that? She shut herself away from any serious relationships, she forgot how it felt to have someone hold her and actually care.