Gage's Sorrow......(Litte)

[*Litte Snow]

Litte was so surprised that James was here that she had no words to explain it. She stuttered slightly when he looked her over and then her eyes filled with worry when he mentioned that he came to warn her about something. But right before he was going to tell her what it was she noticed him cut off and look at Gage with curious eyes. She didnt know how to explain it so she said, "He got depressed. I dont know what to do. Never seen him like this. He is weak and cant really move."

She turned slightly to look at Gage. "James wont kill you." She said and gave James a look. She didnt want any fights today. None at all. She wanted some peace for once. But that nagging feeling of worry kept nawing at her. Something wasnt right. Or James wouldnt have come all this way to find her. What was so important that he was that worried about her? She would have to ask him that later.

[keylogger3]

Gage looked at James as he started to talk to Litte then asked whet has happen. She was right. He couldn’t move at all. He could only move his head at the moment. He needed a lot to drink. He was completely helpless. James or anyone could take him out with ease and Gage couldn’t do anything about it.

He just watched them talk. He didn’t want to talk, but he did want to explain to them why he was like this. “I went from NY all the way to Spur by feet, not taking any blood from anything at all.” He told them. Ya, it was a vary stupid mistake, but he always traveled to Spur at this time of year.

[*James Silvius]

James looked Gage over and scowled. Depressed? What could a vampire possibly be depressed about? Especially Gage? Honestly, James didn't give a damn. He didn't want to say he was happy about his current state, but he felt like he sort of deserved this after what he'd done to James in the alley. He'd never forget that night. Ever. He had the scars to help him.

James wouldn't attack Gage only because Litte would be crushed. If she wasn't here, then he would definitely take this opportunity to finish him off himself. Gage was thirsty, that's why he couldn't move. Good, if he wasn't starving then his hands would be wrapped around my throat by now. James looked at Litte, worry in his eyes now, for her, not for Gage. "The sun's up. Obviously he is not getting a human. For you, Litte, and just for you, I will go out and hunt."

[*Litte Snow]

Litte was sill in the shadow of the doorway. The sun was hurting her eyes even just from the glow off of him. She took his hand gently and yanked him in quickly with a slight hiss of pain as the rays of light touched her skin. But she didnt notice it after she closed the door. She had seen James look over Gage with a scowl. They still hated each other but James wouldnt attack him for her.

She looked at Gage when he spoke up and she sighed. "Rest please. You dont have enough energy to talk." She didnt want to mention that if he said the wrong thing...she might let James get him. Or she wouldnt be able to stop James. The thought of hunting though hadnt crossed her mind. She glanced at James and said, "Its okay. I can hold off for a long time. Ill get something for him tonight. Day goes by quicker then you think."

[keylogger3]

Gage looked at James and Litte. He had something to say to James before he will rest. He had to say it, he just had to. “James. At this point of time, I wouldn’t care if you did kill me. Like I always said to my family, I will die with a smile on my face knowing that I will see my grandpa when I die.” He told them with passion. Everything he said was true.

He wouldn’t care. “I still love my grandpa, I will slather anyone if they ever said anything wrong about him” He said eyeing Litte. His grandfather was a touché subject with him; he always loved him, even dead. A tear formed in his eye, but he ignored it. He then closed his eyes and tried to sleep.

[*James Silvius]

James wanted to slap himself at Litte's hiss. How irresponsible could he be! She let him yank him in the door gladly. The room was dark. James had to resist the temptation to just shove Litte in a closet and let the sun flood the room. He bit his lip. He really considered it, but he didn't do it. Gage's words just made him snort. "Like I would care. Hell, I'd be smiling too while I watch you take your little sun bath," he spoke harshly.

"But fine, Gage, whatever, I didn't mean to interrupt your suicidal moment. Be an idiot," James was done. Turning to Litte now, he spoke urgently, "Litte, this vampire Sevanni has been tracking me down. He got me in the forest, got me angry enough to shift into wolf, and then he filled a vial full of my blood and escaped so happily, you'd think it was Christmas!" as he spluttered out these words, he waved his arms around frantically. "He knows about us!" he finished.

[*Litte Snow]

Litte looked bewteen the two boys and groaned. She ran her fingers through her hair and glanced at James. He seemed to not really care about Gage and she understood that. She listened to Gage's words and rubbed her eyes with her thumb and index finger when he was done. Did he have to give James encouragement? "All right. All right. Enough boys. Play nice."

But then James turned to her and spoke in an urgent tone about a vampire named Sevanni. Her eyes widened even at the mention of that vampires name. She remembered when he had asked her to his place to discuss things. She had been such an idiot and got trapped there for the day. She groaned and then said, "This isnt good...."

[keylogger3]

Gages Dream: Gage was in a black pit. No lights at all, all he could see was this one person. He swatted his eyes and ran up to that person. But then, he couldn’t believe what he saw. It was him.

Yes himself, but he looked darker. He saw evil and hatred in his eyes. He was looking at his split side. The side that he took pills for to make him go away. The side that used him to hurt many people. He was scared as for he almost kill his family because of his split half.

His good side, his normal side is what he used to cut himself, and make him go to the Nix. There he got pills to help him keep this half out of his mind. Gage then just realized that he needed his pills. He hadn’t had any sense he was turned by Litte. He needed control on himself, or he might kill more people.

Deep down, he never really like to kill anything. He was harmless, and only fought people when needed. Gage charged at his side, tackling him to the dark floor. He tried to form a mental cage around him. He wanted to kill this thing inside of him. He was also the one that started the fights with grandpa, and wished that he was dead. He tried to kill his grandpa because of him.

In Real Life: Gage was lying in the bed. Not just lying, struggling and thrashing around his bed. Tears where falling from his eyes. His heat started to hurt because of the mental fight with his halves. The fight lasted in what seems minuets in his world, where hours in the real world, night was almost here. He didn’t feel like waking up just yet. He needed to find a cap on the evil side.

[*James Silvius]

At Litte's groan, James tensed up. His voice was dark, no humor, no fear, just dangerous. "What did he do to you," he demanded. Before Litte could get out an answer, Gage started having a little fit. He looked at him coldly and cruelly. Turning back to Litte, he said in a venomous whisper, "You going to do anything about that?" He sank into the corner and invited Litte to do what she needed to do.

James didn't know what was going on. He figured it had to do something with his hunger, maybe his mortal life. His eyes narrowed as he watched Litte. If Gage lashed out at her or hurt her in any way, shape, or form, James swore, he will kill him. His main concern was Litte, not some unstable vampire.

[*Litte Snow]

Litte noticed him get tense at her reaction to his words. She hoped he didnt yell at her. But when he spoke he only had a dark voice and demanded what he had done to her. She would have answered but then her gaze flickered over to Gage. He was thrashing in his sleep and she closed her eyes briefly. She felt James go sit down in the chair she had been in earlier.

She blew the bangs away from her eyes and then walked over to Gage. She felt his head. He was burning up. She shook her head and then grabbed a wash cloth from the bathroom and let cold water soak it. She placed it on his head and then with her strength she held down his arms to keep him from hurting himself. She looked at James while she did it though and explained why she had groaned.

"I know Sevanni. Most annoying vampire I have ever met. Seemed kind but he lured me into a trap. He must have spotted me near you because he called on me. I went to his place unknowing and he brought up my new way of living. We discussed a few things and then I was trapped there for the day. The sun came up before I could leave."

[keylogger3]

Gage head was burning from the inside out. It cooled down a little when Litte put a wet washcloth on his head. But he was still in a mental fight. The fight was just ripping his body up inside and out. He could feel his arms tug as they where being held down. His eyes wouldn’t open. He was in so much pain. Many tears flew from his eyes.

Gage’s Dream: Gage was at school. He was six years old. He went up to a group of kids playing. “Can I play.” Gage asked in his little six year old voice. “No, you can just go play with someone else.” A girl told him. He went to another group and another. No group would play with him.

He ended up in the football field away from everyone. He ended up alone. He just looked at everyone with tears flowing out of his eyes. Then grandpa came and picked him up. He cried and hugged him. “Grandpa, why doesn’t anyone love me? No one wants to play with me.” He told his grandpa with tears coming out of his eyes.

His grandpa just looked at him and smiled. “Gage, some people in this world are just stupid. They only saw the bad side, they don't know the good side of you. They needed to learn that everyone deserves a second chance. You just need to show them that.” He told him as he put an arm on his shoulder. Happy tears flew from his eyes. Gage smiled and hugged his arm. He loved grandpa with all of his heart.

The Real World: Gage stopped thrashing in his sleep. He had found his heart. All he needed was and second chance. He smiled as he saw an image of his grandpa. He opened his eyes to see Litte. Tears flew from his eyes. “I killed all of those people.” He said as more tears flew from his eyes. He was sad that he harmed and killed so many people. He never liked to kill. He hated that he was born with this other side. He still couldn’t move his body. He just laid there and cried.

[*James Silvius]

James glared at Gage, his eyes never leaving him for a second. One accident, one fling of the arm, and he's dead he swore. That was all it would take. In his mental state should he hurt Litte, James would rip the curtains open. He growled when she mentioned Sevanni. He stayed in his place, grasping onto the arms of the chair to avoid taking his rage out on Gage.

"That bastard. He tracked me down. He is set on messing with us. Stay away from him. I'll take care of this leech," he snarled. He would push the limits just to take this blood sucker down. Rue the day he did so much as speak to Litte. He noticed Gage's thrashing was dying down somewhat. "All he needs now is some sunlight to warm that cold skin of his," he snickered.

[*Litte Snow]

Litte ws still holding Gage's arms down so the thrashing wouldnt hit her and or hurt him. She sighd slightly though when it started to die down. She glanced at James when she didnt need to use as much of her strength anymore and nodded at his words. Sevanni was just the mean and cuel. She looked away and wonderd what would happen once Sevanni was through with them. He would never give up.....

But she was torn away from her thoughts when Gage started crying. She blinked and didnt know what to say. He felt bad about the killing? She never thought she would hear those words come out of this vampires mouth. What was going on? But she did give James a stern look when he said Gage just needed the sun. She wasnt going to let either of them get hurt.

[keylogger3]

Gage stopped crying when the sun went down. He did gain some strength from the squirrel when the sunlight was over. He slowly rose up from his bed. He head felt like shit along with the rest of his body. He looked around the room. It was darker. He glanced at James. He had enough strength to walk and move. He had found his heart, but now he was just confused. Stood on the side of the bed and looked at his feet.

He wondered what of all he missed why he was gone. Then he smelt something. The something smelt like……blood. The smell was coming from, James. He looked at James with hungry eyes. He could smell and hear the blood pumping in his veins. The smell made his mouth water. He gulped down the saliva. He was still looking at James with vary hungry eyes. James could see the hunger in his eyes if he looked close enough at him. He licked his lips a little bit. No, his evil side wasn’t taking over. It was just his hunger and James looked pretty good.

[*James Silvius]

Litte wasn't saying anything further. She concentrated on Gage and shot James responding looks. Honestly, if Litte gave the OK, he'd have those curtains up faster than you could say "Asta la Vista". Finally, Gage quit his tantrum and sat up. James glared at him when the male vampire gave him the "hungry eyes".

James rolled his own eyes and took a step closer to the bed. "Take a good look, you are getting none of my blood," he said lazily and half-heartedly. What the fuck did he care if he looked tasty to Gage? As long as he wasn't actually sucking his blood, Gage can stare as long as he wants.