Post by ceudes on Jun 25, 2008 18:14:44 GMT -5
((OOC: I was really dying to write a little more of Colette's history, so... voila! Er, no pun intended. ))
Colette cursed mildly under her breath as it started to rain. It was only a light mist, but it was enough to make her short hair stick to her head-- enough to make her clothes feel heavy. It forced her to be aware of her body, and that was something she didn't want right now.
She lightly ran her fingers over the cool stone of the markers she passed, her brow furrowed above eyes so blue they practically glowed. For once, there was no life behind them-- no secret smile. There was a rumbling in the sky and the moisture added an almost unbearable chill to the air, yet it whistled through Colette like a cavern, like a hollow thing with no heart of its own. She had had no choice but to come to the graveyard tonight; she was utterly lost.
And this was where she belonged.
Colette's breath left her in a whoosh as she stopped dead in front of a life-sized statue of the Virgin Mary. Once painted, it was now faded and chipped-- several of the fingers were missing from the long, open arms that seemed almost to embrace the mortal who slept beneath the Mother's compassionate gaze. A battered garden of flower-offerings lay wasted at her feet, decaying as surely as the body below.
Áve María, grátia pléna, Dóminus técum.
Unlike so many statues of the Blessed Virgin, this one had long, meticulously crafted hair that cascaded out from below her head covering, falling in beautiful waves. Colette's face softened as she ran her fingers over the rock, entranced.
She once had hair like this... her whole life, until the very moment she had died. It was the quality she'd been most proud of. Silky, luminous chestnut locks that had spilled down her back, past her tiny corseted waist right down to her hips. It was heavenly to touch, and how many lovers had tangled themselves in it Colette could not say.
How Thomas had hated it! She could remember the night he turned her like it was only moments ago-- the frighteningly brutal strength he'd used to capture her after one of her shows, the speed with which he'd carried her to a far off chapel. It had been winter, and the wind stung her eyes.
Benedícta tu in muliéribus, et benedíctus frúctus véntris túi, Iésus.
He'd taken her inside and thrown her down in front of the shrine to the Virgin, twisting his fist into her hair and forcing her eyes up toward the statue and the crucifix above. On the cross was a grizzly, bleeding thing with eyes that burned her with their hollow stare.
"Pray!" he'd hissed. "I give you this one chance to beg for your soul." His face was ghastly and pale, and he still wore the tattered, decaying garments he'd died in. Even the powdered wig, now grey and matted with filth still sat crookedly atop his head. His red gaze bore down on her like the heat of the sun.
"I will never humble myself before a God that does not exist!" Colette seethed through grit teeth, shivering on the freezing stone floor in only her undergarments.
Thomas yanked on her hair and Colette yelped, immediately hating herself for it.
"I am a cleric of Satan! I am the devil's child! Yield to Christ while you still have a chance for his mercy, or I will drag you into the abyss!"
Colette was shaking, crying because she was powerless to act on the rage that filled her. She spat in his face.
Sáncta María, Máter Déi,
He gave a furious snarl and took a knife from his belt. Colette heard a miserable scream as he sawed of her beautiful tresses in big, ugly chunks. Only once it was finished did she realize that the scream was coming from her. Thomas held her by the neck then, and even though she could not see it Colette knew that she was naked-- that the halo of shimmering hair had been completely discarded and she was bare, like a beautiful androgynous boy.
óra pro nóbis peccatóribus,
And then death came to her, and as she fell backwards into the bliss and the rush of blood, as the darkness swept down upon her, she had gazed up at the Virgin. Smiling, compassionate, beaming down at Colette and telling her that it was okay, that she was forgiven, and that God was enfolding her in his embrace even now... as she approached the very gates of heaven.
The blood had filled her mouth just then and she gagged on it in repulsion, tried to spit it out, cried to God over and over again in her head. But the ecstasy won out, and she drank and drank with increasing jubilation until the concept of mortal joy was like a distant dream.
She died. And the hair had never grown back.
nunc et in hóra mórtis nóstrae. Ámen.
It was practically reflexive-- Colette didn't realize that her hands were on the statue until it was too late. She twisted off the head with a great crack! and then stared down at it as she cradled it like an infant. Her brow furrowed and she began to press with her palms, harder and harder until with a final cry the stone exploded in a shower of gravel.
Colette was still for a long time.
Then, still staring at the decapitated statue, she burst out laughing even as the tears streamed down her face. She paused, looked again and laughed some more.
At length she sat casually upon an adjacent headstone and took out a silver flask. She wiped her eyes with her sleeve.
"Are you well, Madame? You seem a bit light-headed," Colette asked the statue seriously before breaking into another fit of warm laughter. "Ah well. Here's to you, Marie... and your ravishing new 'do."
And with that, Colette took an enthusiastic swig of her whiskey.
Colette cursed mildly under her breath as it started to rain. It was only a light mist, but it was enough to make her short hair stick to her head-- enough to make her clothes feel heavy. It forced her to be aware of her body, and that was something she didn't want right now.
She lightly ran her fingers over the cool stone of the markers she passed, her brow furrowed above eyes so blue they practically glowed. For once, there was no life behind them-- no secret smile. There was a rumbling in the sky and the moisture added an almost unbearable chill to the air, yet it whistled through Colette like a cavern, like a hollow thing with no heart of its own. She had had no choice but to come to the graveyard tonight; she was utterly lost.
And this was where she belonged.
Colette's breath left her in a whoosh as she stopped dead in front of a life-sized statue of the Virgin Mary. Once painted, it was now faded and chipped-- several of the fingers were missing from the long, open arms that seemed almost to embrace the mortal who slept beneath the Mother's compassionate gaze. A battered garden of flower-offerings lay wasted at her feet, decaying as surely as the body below.
Áve María, grátia pléna, Dóminus técum.
Unlike so many statues of the Blessed Virgin, this one had long, meticulously crafted hair that cascaded out from below her head covering, falling in beautiful waves. Colette's face softened as she ran her fingers over the rock, entranced.
She once had hair like this... her whole life, until the very moment she had died. It was the quality she'd been most proud of. Silky, luminous chestnut locks that had spilled down her back, past her tiny corseted waist right down to her hips. It was heavenly to touch, and how many lovers had tangled themselves in it Colette could not say.
How Thomas had hated it! She could remember the night he turned her like it was only moments ago-- the frighteningly brutal strength he'd used to capture her after one of her shows, the speed with which he'd carried her to a far off chapel. It had been winter, and the wind stung her eyes.
Benedícta tu in muliéribus, et benedíctus frúctus véntris túi, Iésus.
He'd taken her inside and thrown her down in front of the shrine to the Virgin, twisting his fist into her hair and forcing her eyes up toward the statue and the crucifix above. On the cross was a grizzly, bleeding thing with eyes that burned her with their hollow stare.
"Pray!" he'd hissed. "I give you this one chance to beg for your soul." His face was ghastly and pale, and he still wore the tattered, decaying garments he'd died in. Even the powdered wig, now grey and matted with filth still sat crookedly atop his head. His red gaze bore down on her like the heat of the sun.
"I will never humble myself before a God that does not exist!" Colette seethed through grit teeth, shivering on the freezing stone floor in only her undergarments.
Thomas yanked on her hair and Colette yelped, immediately hating herself for it.
"I am a cleric of Satan! I am the devil's child! Yield to Christ while you still have a chance for his mercy, or I will drag you into the abyss!"
Colette was shaking, crying because she was powerless to act on the rage that filled her. She spat in his face.
Sáncta María, Máter Déi,
He gave a furious snarl and took a knife from his belt. Colette heard a miserable scream as he sawed of her beautiful tresses in big, ugly chunks. Only once it was finished did she realize that the scream was coming from her. Thomas held her by the neck then, and even though she could not see it Colette knew that she was naked-- that the halo of shimmering hair had been completely discarded and she was bare, like a beautiful androgynous boy.
óra pro nóbis peccatóribus,
And then death came to her, and as she fell backwards into the bliss and the rush of blood, as the darkness swept down upon her, she had gazed up at the Virgin. Smiling, compassionate, beaming down at Colette and telling her that it was okay, that she was forgiven, and that God was enfolding her in his embrace even now... as she approached the very gates of heaven.
The blood had filled her mouth just then and she gagged on it in repulsion, tried to spit it out, cried to God over and over again in her head. But the ecstasy won out, and she drank and drank with increasing jubilation until the concept of mortal joy was like a distant dream.
She died. And the hair had never grown back.
nunc et in hóra mórtis nóstrae. Ámen.
It was practically reflexive-- Colette didn't realize that her hands were on the statue until it was too late. She twisted off the head with a great crack! and then stared down at it as she cradled it like an infant. Her brow furrowed and she began to press with her palms, harder and harder until with a final cry the stone exploded in a shower of gravel.
Colette was still for a long time.
Then, still staring at the decapitated statue, she burst out laughing even as the tears streamed down her face. She paused, looked again and laughed some more.
At length she sat casually upon an adjacent headstone and took out a silver flask. She wiped her eyes with her sleeve.
"Are you well, Madame? You seem a bit light-headed," Colette asked the statue seriously before breaking into another fit of warm laughter. "Ah well. Here's to you, Marie... and your ravishing new 'do."
And with that, Colette took an enthusiastic swig of her whiskey.