The doctor is in..(abby)

[abbykari]

Doctorurseeriouschidherod back up placing her cup on the table as she moved to the alcove where the scroll and vase sat , her had brushed the vase “ they just seem like they should be together” she said her finger brushing over the orchid’s delicate flower “like that’s where they belong, always together and never apart. “ she said softly.

She smiled as he complimented her tea ceremony, to the point she actually felt her cheek turn light pink. Once more she could not explain it she just felt it was right to do such a thing. “It’s just something I feel I should do, I like how everything is in its place, like its flowing, like time” she sat back she could not help smile a he joked about her being too skinny, her mind became curios as he said spoke about changing the fact she had not eaten and he thought turned to the bonito box, but was brought back by his complimenting her tea and the fact he felt like an honored guest “Well you are my doctor after all, if I don’t treat you well who will tend to my needs” she said with a smile her stomach growling as she smelt the food inside her hand wrapping around it to hide the sound. “I am sorry to hear that doctor, I hope it’s nothing serious” she chuckled at his nurse’s comment “you should have some one who can look after you, its not nice not being well alone, I should know.”

Seeing him look at the necklace she moved forward for him to take a better look she watched his face as something seem to change his look from confusion to one of, well she could not describe it, it was as if he was deep in his own thoughts, as he had touched it Abby felt that same feeling. Reaching out her hand she rested it on his just as she had done back in the doctor’s room. “Maybe we should eat, before we start anything else” she said softly

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

Gackt watched as she brushed her fingers along the orchid and spoke how the vase and the scroll belonged together and should never part."Hei, they shouldn't , they are ment to go together if im not mistaken and that mark on them looks like one that belonged to one of my ancestors im named for."he said softly, making a lie as not to upset her least she not remember their connection.
He continued to sip his tea as they talked. he took off his jacket and folded it on the ottaman. "Sorry i was getting a bit over warm in here, your place is very toasty which is very nice considering how cold it is outside right now, ."he took another sip and then put down his cup."Yes i agree with you ,everything in its place, acheiving a balance."He frowned when he heard her stomach growl."Eat..eat eat., don't wait on me please, i have a delicate stomach due to the stress of being a doctor the soup will be fine for me, besides you need the food to keep you warm. for now.." he said softly hopeing she would get what he had ment in that. He grinned slyly when she said that he was her doctor and she didnt treat him well who would tend to her needs."It's nice to be treated so well by a pretty girl such as yourself, this old bachelor doesn't get many paitents as beautiful as you coming his way, it's nice."He patted her hand when she showed concern about his well being and loneliness. "No just stress abbysama, and loneliness as you said, but i suppose you are right, it would be nice to come home to some one besides my dog , not that he's not a sweetie but its not the same as having a girlfriend or wife to come home to, besides i think oogie would like to have a mama in future."he said with a sly smile again.
As he looked at the necklace he was deep in thought blocking out everything for the moment untill abby put her hand on his, it was as if lightening had gone thru his very soul, it jolted him back to reality.'Yes i think we should eat, before i take care of you." he said with a slight quiver in his voice.

[abbykari]

She turned to see him slip off his jacket and lay it over the back of the couch, moving over to it she smiled “That’s ok” she picked it up and laid it over her arm, before brushing it down, before moving to hang it on a single peg. She paused as it hung, the smell of his cologne reaching her. She saw she had done this before but as she retched out her hand to touch it, it was not hers, but that of a pail woman who wore a pink kimono. She turned to face him, but seeing him in a dark kimono sat as if waiting for her to perform some ceremony.
Then it changed back to him in his suit on her couch. She blinked and sighed, moving to the kitchen she took out a pair of chopsticks, both with an image of cherry blossom wrapped it. She moved to sit once more in front of him the Benito box now open. She could see inside Large tempura chicken roll, Smoked salmon sushi cube, 2 Small smoked salmon rolls and 2 Small cucumber rolls, all her favorites. Taking out the salmon sushi she placed it in her mouth and closed her eyes as she finally had something to eat. Reaching back in she took out a salmon roll taking her time she ate. Now feeling she had eaten enough she placed her chopsticks down next to it and placed the lid back on. “Thank you doctor they were delicious. “ She said softly, sitting with her hands resting on her knees. She looked down at the box before standing up as if she wore a kimono, her back straight and her legs together. Her eyes never leaving him as she hoped he would suggest it was time for the balm as her shoulder now ached.

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

Gackt turned and smiled as she took his jacket but started to stare when she began brushing off his jacker before hanging it up.It reminded him of how often his beloved had brushed his kimono when he had gotten up after meals, she used to gently fuse at him for getting rice everywhere on himself. He looked away when she returned. He took the top off the soup bowl and the ceramic spoon and began to eat his soup, he smiled when she thanked him for the meal."It wasn't a problem, after all we do have to keep you well, we wouldn't want you falling like the cherry blossoms off the tree at a mere touch."he said teasingly as he patted her hand.He sucked in his breathe when he saw her chopsticks though but quickly tried to hide it."Sorry, it's just there used to be a pair of chopsticks that belonged to an ancestor of mine, he had them made for his fiancee for their wedding, as a present...he could not wait so he gave them to her the night of their engagement party, your's if they are real to be old enough would be an antique and worth a great deal."He then had a flash back in memory as he spoke those words , remembering when he had presented them to his fiancee , he turned to look at Abby but it was not Abby, and yet it was, it was Abby but in the kimono of his beloved. he wondered what it meant. He shook his head."sorry Abby, I'm took overworked, i keep imaging things that aren't here."he said softly not wanting to upset her. He finished his soup and put the soup spoon and the bowl down."I think i should go and plaster your shoulder before the pain returns as i hate to think that you should suffer all evening as you sleep."

[abbykari]

comfortabled surprised at him her hand covering her mouth as he spoke “you too” she said softly to him her breath now soft as she turned from him “I keep seeing a woman, me but not me, she wears a pick kimono a dragon and Crane sit in her back, she sits under a cherry blossom tree with a man I can not see him only his hands or the clothes he wears, a black kimono with something on it” she said picking up the Benito box and taking it threw to the kitchen as she placed it down she paused for a moment then turned to face him “its got worse since I came and saw you” she walked back out to hear him say about reapplying the balm “yes I think that’s a good idea my shoulder has been aching tonight , I made up my bed so you could apply it and be comftable” she said motioning to her room , opening the door there was a bed with a light throw on it but on that sat a dragon and a crane as if in each others arms , cherry blossom branches sat one side of the bed the wood of the bed was black lacquered giving it a Japanese appearance even the bed its self lay low to the ground. Abby moved to the bathroom to one side slipping out her clothes she took down her silk dressing gown pink with cheery blossom and a crane on the back it was short and so showed her legs . She walked back out and faced him “shall we begin?” she asked moving to lie on the bed as she waited for him something about him being there felt right , like it was meant to be and had been before. Laying face down she slipped out of her dressing gown leaving it covering her lower half as she turned to face him "will this be ok?” she asked making sure to keep her chest to the bed.

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

Gackt nodded quietly when she said she saw the woman too. "Oh so it's the same for you too then, seeing the people from long ago, who knows maybe we've met in another life."he said lightly ,trying to make a joke of it as not to upset her in case she didn't remember it all. He frowned when she told him her shoulder was worse since he last saw her."Then I'd had better check it then to see if its not inflamed." he nodded again when she said that she had made up her bed and that she'd be more comfortable there "Yes where ever you think is best."he said softly as he followed her to her room.He sucked in his breathe as he saw the room because it was the exact copy of the room he had built for his beloved wife to be ."I'm sorry if I'm being rude, but may i ask where did you get all this antique furniture? it must have cost you a fortune."He said as he took out his case and sat it on her night table and took out the salve. He rolled up his sleeves of his shirt as he waited for her to get ready. he thought she'd appear in some pajamas but he was not prepared for her to come out in the dressing gown she wore, his eyes fixed themselves onto the long legs revealed by the shortness of it. He shook his head to fix himself back on to the responsibility of helping to heal her shoulder. "That a very nice dressing gown you have there, not many women fancy cheery blossoms and cranes , my obachan has one that has phoenix on it, i got it for her last new years, the phoenix is the symbol of her family, she's an English woman you know.."he said to take his mind of the amount of creamy pale skin she showed when she layed on the bed and slipped the gown off leaving it to cover her lower half. "It's fined, only do you think you'll be warm enough?I'd had for you to be chilled."he said in semi strained voice."as he put his gloves on and opened first a bottle of saline solution to wash the wound out, he gently moistened sterile pads and pressed them gently to the scar to make sure the wound did not get reinfected."If your scar get red again, call me,..i'll prescribe you some antibiotics to keep the infection down."he said gently as he wiped off the excess solution and then opened the jar of salve, swapping out his gloves for fresh ones. He gently began applying the salve, spreading it on the long scar that traveled to the middle of her back. He then gently blew on the scar so her skin would not sting as the salve contained an ingredient that did sting a bit. He then changed his gloves and opened the sterile bandages and began to gently plaster her shoulder up, trying to concentrate on helping her and not how good her skin felt as he touched it because to do so would drive him mad. "All done now Abby, i think you'll start to feel better."

[abbykari]

Abby nodded at his comment over the memories “it’s possible” she said with a warm smile “but I think if we’d have, I would have remembered you” she replied smiling as moved with him to her room , as she stood in the bathroom as she wrapped the dressing gown around her she saw herself stood but dark-haired the kimono long and covered her “who are you” she asked softly to the woman but she just smiled and faded away , a sting from her scar brought her back to the hear and now and she moved out the room , on hearing his next question she brushed it as she smiled “I like the color and the crane symbolizes fertility as the dragon is strength" she pointed to the two scrolls on the wall beside the bed the dragon on the same side as the cherry blossom .

She could not help chuckle at his concern “the room is temperature controlled it will stay warm or cool depending how I like it “she said turning slightly to speak to him her chest partly exposed as she faced him, turning back she lay down as she winced feeling the saline solution against her skin her hands gripped the bed covers as what seemed to be a sensation of the same knife entering her once more, her she closed her eyes fighting back tears that threatened to come , as he finished she breathed again deeply then relaxed as he placed the salve on her , she felt his hand move gently lower on her back she gave a sigh at the feeling as she turned her head to look at him but jumped when she felt his breath against her skin she could not help give that same shiver she had in the doctors office one that seem to come from deep inside her and from long ago.

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

Gackt nodded when she said that it was possible that they had met in another life, but that if they had she would have remembered."Perhaps then you have a guardian angel, or in my case perhaps an ancestor guiding my ways."he said softly as if to change the subject as he they moved onto the discussion about the bed covering. "Yes the crane does symbolize that, but it is also a feminine symbol where as the dragon is a masculine one..however some females do use the dragon as their symbol., like my mother..it denotes a strong woman..my father calls my mother the little dragon...she's definitely the boss of our house back home."he said with a laugh. "She's also very tall, and my father is shorter then she is.."he continued. as she layed down on the bed and told him that the room was climate controlled."Oh thats very good then, he said as he continued to heal her. When he was finished he took off his gloves after securing the last bandages."You still have pain and a great deal of stiffness where the scar is, ideally I'd like to have you in observation in a hospital setting, however since it is late at night and not possible i guess i will just have to stay the night, now don't worry I'm not some creepy guy making a pass at you , that isn't wanted because that's not how i am or the way i pursue a lady, I only do what a lady would want from me."he said softly to her. "I'll go and make a palette on your floor if you'll so kindly supply me with some bedding."In reality he wanted to put the temptation to touch her beautiful skin and body all over in his mind out the way and behave himself, after all he was her doctor and not her lover and besides it wasn't as if she wanted his advances anyway as she jumped when he touched her and then appeared to shiver when he touched her last.

[abbykari]

Abby was about to protest at the idea of going back to a hospital but when he suggested he stay the night she could not help but smile a little “Don’t worry doctor I don’t think that at all “she said wincing only slightly as she moved to slip off the bed making sure her robe was around her she paused for a moment in front of him the robe just held in front of her , something willing her to just let it go” if you’ll excuse me , doctor” she said moving past him with a blush she quickly moved to the bathroom , failing to notice her backside was now exposed as she moved into it.

Turning on the tap she slipped on kimono back on and splashed cool water over her face to cam her self after what her mind had made her body feel “why me why him?” she asked softly looking in the mirror but the face wasn’t hers it was the woman again “because it is, because you are chosen for him. “she said softly Abby heard the hint of the same accent the doctor had “Gackt, he is the one you seek, Abbychan” she said “you feel it, your birth, the scar, all leading you to here, to him, do not fight it Abby , or our love threw you will be gone” she said before fading into the mist only some words remained ““love him, Yumi Moirimoto"[/i] . She reached out her hand.

Walking out she turned to look at the mirror “erm... doctor could you take a look at this please” she said stood at the doorway now slightly confused “I just don’t want to be committed” she said standing with her robe held tight but as of yet not done up as she waited..

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

He nodded when she said that she didn't think he was some creep wanting to take advantage of her. "Thank you you Abbysama, that means a lot to me."he frowned when she winced when getting off the bed as she excused herself and sucked in his breathe as he saw her bottom exposed to him as she walked past, his face tinged red . He waited until she came out, taking the time to fix the covers of her bed neatly and to clean up his supplies. he turned the bed spread corner over so she could get in easily and plumped the pillows, he moved them in an arrangement some how he felt like he had done over and over, knowing how she preferred them. "Abbychan are you alright in there?"he said in a concerned voice when he felt she was taking far too long in there. He was about to walk into the bathroom when she asked for him to come in there and take a look at something, he hopped her scar wasn't bothering her again."Alright Subchain im coming,"he said softly as he walked in"What is it ?" he questioned softly and sucked in his breathe when he saw the mirror."Yumisama! little sun flower! why are you haunting this woman?"he said as if he had expected yumi to come out the mirror and stand in front of them.He got down on his knees infront of abby and put his head down on her feet and began to weep."Sun flower please explain this, don't torure your Gacktuo..come back..sun flower..please."he said begging,at a lose as what to do., he was lost without her . His heart felt as if it were breaking all over again. He lifted his head up and spoke softly to abby."Abbysama please forgive me."

[abbykari]

Abby moved to stand closer to him “you know her?” she asked softly “she said I was chosen “ she said moving to sit on the bed her body now shivering as if she was cold “she said I was lead here and you were who I was looking for” she looked up at him “to do what” then a voice echoed around the room as if on a soft breeze it said two words “ wakaru ai(understand love)“ she felt the shiver once more and closed her eyes she saw her laid dying in his arms a tear rolled down her face “it was you” she said “your ancestor was you, she died in your arms “ she wrapped her arms around her as the feeling intense it was not cold but as if some one wrapped there arms around her she could hear her heart beating but it was not her voice that came “Ai (love), Chikara (strength ), Seijitsu (truth)” was all that was said Abby felt her self stand and move to him her hand resting on his cheek “Gackt ai, jikan sayonara, abby Gackt tsuma (Gackt love, time goodbye, Abby Gackt wife)" Abby felt her legs buckle as the sensation left her she grabed hold of him to steady herself the world now easing around her “As a single word now seem to hang in the air Gackt ai, jikan “Gackt ai, jikan sayōnara Gackt, sayonara” Abby looked up at him in disbelief “what happened and why was the spirit of your dead fiancé just in me” she asked her brow furrowed “and why did she say I was your wife” it was then she realized she understood Japanese’s where once she didn’t “and why can I understand it”.


She moved away from him but as she did a gun shoot burst her window and she dove to the floor showered in glass her arms now covered in small cuts “ this is so not my day” she crawled over to him and for some reason she ley her arms wrap around him holding him tight.

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

Gackt looked up still by abbys feet."Yes that was my Yumiko, my little sunflower, she was to be my wife.."he said softly as he moved to the bed with her. "I dont know why she said that, all i can think of is a promise she made to me, that she'd send someone to love me if something ever happened to her."he said again as he began to weep again."Im sorry, please don't think me a weak man, but my sunflower was everything to me, it feels as if my heart is breaking all over again."he said softer and nodded when she said that it was him and that yumi died in his arms."Hei.I mean yes, yumi died in my arms."He then looked up when a voice came out of abby that was his Yumi's."Yumi..please! don't go..Yumi what does this mean?you mean abbychan is the one you were sending to me?"he nodded when she said her simple goiodbye to him knowing now yumi could not walk on the earth with him but had gone beyond death to send someone to love him. "It was her way of saying goodbye..to tell me she kept her promise to me..yumi's promise was you abbychan..she sent me you."he put his head back on abby's feet and kissed them. "You don't understand it, because it wasnt you speaking it, it was yumiko saying goodbye to me, she was saying that i should give you a chance to love me and that someday she hoped i'd take you as my wife since she sent you to me, do you understand..Yumi handpicked you to send to me."He stood and was about to kiss her cheek when a gun shot rang out and showered them with glass, cutting abbys arm, he felt her crawl to him and wrap herself around him and not let go. he knelt back on the floor with her holding her and kissing her head."Abbysama..let's get to somewhere safe so i can fix your arm.

[abbykari]

Abby held him tight felling still the connection the feeling she had she knew in her heart he had to be the one, she had fought off the dignitary so hard because of there was not feeling yet with him there was it was familiar yet not , warm yet cold at the same time, it felt as if she had felt it a thousand times with him and only him, when he mentioned about getting out so he could tend her arm she nodded moving with him to the bedroom door and back into the living room “I have to block off that window” she said even though her tears ran it, they were not for her self nor him but the sense of a great loss. She wiped them away but more ran down “I don’t understand why me, she said from my birth to the way I got my scar lead to you” she said trying to stop her tears, it was then she saw the connection “the knife he used “she said suddenly looking at him “the knife he used to scar me, it had a dragon in the handle “she stood pacing and thinking about her life," my father ran an apple farm and my mother told me the name of the mid wife June crane “ becoming dizzy she sat back down and sighed “she was right “ Abby looked at him “there’s also the feeling I get when you touch me too” she said softly as if admitting a wrong doing to him.” when our hands touched in your office I felt it like electricity it ran threw me, and again in the bed room “ she blushed “I could not control it” her cheeks once more turned crimson “ thoughts just seem to come to me , ones I know are not like me but..” her blue eyes looked up at him hoping he understood what she ment.

[*Dr. Gackt A. Kazama]

Gackt let himself be held by abby loving the warmth and comfort she gave him. He knew she had to be the one Yumiko had sent to him, and in his heart he thanked her. As they moved into the living room he said softly to her."No, you need to move, you aren't safe here abbysama, and i don't want anything to happen to you...you're far to precious."he said softly as he got up from her and began looking at her arm ."You've only got a few cuts, luckily no glass in it. "he said softly as he kissed her hand. "Let me get my bag and ill tend to your cuts."he went and got his bag, opened it and got out the bandages, the saline and the salve. First he cleaned the cuts and then put the salve of them
and then opened the baid aids."Only small cuts, now do you want the ones with the phoneix tatto on them or the one with the dragon?"he said with a smile trying to cheer her up a she talked to him."You see those are all symbols, dragon..meaning me..and crane meaning Yumi...and apples well that one is easy abby...when you were in my office did you take a good look at my walls in there? my office walls are covered in pictures of apple blossom trees., but that man who hurt you..he must have stolen that knife..that kind of Knife was only made for my family..it disappeared many years ago."When she selected her band aids he kissed the cuts."There now.. dr Gackt made them all better abbychan."he said being abit silly so she wouldnt be upset with herself about the feelings she said she was feeling for him."I know its a bit confusing , but i feel them for you, ive felt the same thing since i touched your shoulder the first time you were in my office and then again here with you..and then thought of not you but you come into mind as well, its as Yumi is trying to tell us something..that we arent getting through our thick heads as she used to say..i think she wants us to be together so she can rest..instead of worrying about me.."he said softly and then took her hands."Thats only if you want to abby, you don't have to be obligated simply because a dead woman made it so."he said matter of factly."Because if you don't i can just walk away after tonight still being your doctor but i would be honored if i could be your friend."

[abbykari]

Abby sighed as he tended her cuts wiping away the last of her tears as he finally calmed down “Dragons please” she said with out thinking as she looked at a particularly deep cut. As he spoke she looked up at him listening to his words, they made sense and she sighed. “she must have been one smart woman, your Yumi” She said as he placed the plasters on one by one on her cuts “you said to go some where safe, I have no were else to go” she said “it took me months to find this place, if you can offer me somewhere safer, than here I will take it “ she stood up walking back to her bedroom door as she looked at the broken window and men running past “after all who am I to mess with what has already been written” she said lost in her thoughts and she tuned back to face him once more. Taking her hand she closed the door tight “I still need to secure the window so they won’t brake in” she moved to her kitchen and took out some board and a hammer but placed it down by the door as her hands shook “I can’t” she said stepping back “I can’t go back in”

She quickly and almost running moved back to him holding him tight a she once more let the tears she had held back burst free against him “Don’t leave “she said softly “Every one I loved left me “she moved to look up at him her cheeks streaked with tears “I feel it inside like an unseen connection, I could not help think about you after and all the way home all I saw were things reminding me of you , I don’t know if Yumi left a little of herself in me I am unsure, but I am sure you are the one I have been looking for, the feelings the signs “ her hands grasp the back of his shirt as she rested her head on his chest