Its not My House

[michaelandersen]

When the chaos calmed, he was relieved. He was actually quite scared for a bit. "Everything alright in there?" He said still fairly cautious. He didn't know what to say next, he didn't know what she was feeling right now "Come out love" He said while looking down to the floor. She flew into a rage in there, the room was probably trashed.

He could hear sobbing too. That really made him nervous. What could he say to a crying wolf? He knew she would take the news about Ali like this. Thats why he didn't want to tell her. When you spend your whole life hating vampires only to find out your sister is one, what do you do?

[Katra Maguire]

Katra was staring at the far wall. It was the most trashed because it had been the one she had been facing the most. Now the whole room was trashed. Really trashed. But that wall was falling apart. Her rage had done it. She felt bad and she sighed, running her fingers through her hair.

Her tears had lessened as soon as she heard Michaels voice. She didnt want him thinking her even weaker. He already thought she was weak. This would probably put the cherry on his smug grin. She hated that but she was to void of emotion to be angry. It was like she only had anger and depression in her. The rest didnt exist. No happiness at all. She didnt know the meaning of it.

She rubbed away the tears with the heel of her hand and then stood up. She sighed once more and then opened the door. She wasnt surprised to see him standing there. The damn guy was to curious for his own good. But she just stared at him with blank, emotionless, black eyes. She didnt even care about the coat. She just pushed past him and back into the living room.

[michaelandersen]

When she opened the door, she looked drained. Emotionally flushed.He wasn't going to bring up what happened. She was upset enough. He had to say something though, so out of nervousness he made a joke "Unusual fashion sense you have there girl" The change must be a brutal one. He followed her into the living room, but he kept a distance. "I saw a couple of dresses in that room" He said pointing at the door he was referring.

He kept his eyes on the ground "You know when I said you were weak before, I was just kidding. Your actually very strong" There he said it. He was being nice, and to a rude wolf no less. A big part of him wanted to say your just not as strong as me, but he held it back.

She was a mess after the change. He walked closer to her, taking off the coat and folding it. "Here" He said while holding it out to her. "You should go and get cleaned up wolfy"

[Katra Maguire]

Katra was an emotional mess. She felt horrid and betrayed and confused. She didnt know what emotion would take her over. She had a feeling the depression wouldnt let its claws out of her anytime soon. When Michael said there was dresses she didnt even look up. She didnt listen to is joke and didnt pay attention really.

She just went over to the couch and curled into a ball and layed there. She was like a lost puppy without a home and no one to want her or save her. She felt like she was falling. Forever falling and there was no one there at the bottom to keep her from hitting. Her sister was a vampire. She had a strange liking to this vampire. No...she would try and force that away.

She glanced at him as he put her coat down and said she needed to clean up. She even mentally thanked him for telling her she was strong. But no words came out and she could feel he might be just joking. He had a weird sense of humor this vampire...he really did. It would have been ammusing but not at the moment.

She turned her head away again and didnt budge. She just stared blankly at the far wall. Just like she had when she was a wolf. But she wasnt cutting it this time. She was thinking and staring blankly as the depression continued to crash down on her. She felt like she was drowning...water pulling her under, and no one was there to save her.

[michaelandersen]

When she lied down on the couch. Michael kneeled down by the edge of the couch. His head was basically on top of hers, but he didn't look down. She had no emotion in her eyes right now, so there was not much point. "You know the situation isn't all that bad my dear. Your sister is alive and she is a vampire, but she is more human than you in a way. She's just a kid an innocent one. But recently she has been making many stupid choices. She needs your help you know. All I'm saying is I know you feel like you are trapped in a room with no doors, but there are doors, you just can't see them" Hopefully she agreed with his words.

He then drifted on to his own life. Of how he had killed many people in the past, how he had killed the owners of this house just so he could stay there "I know you think I'm a bad person, but if I was really so evil, would I have not attacked you by now?" He didn't know what he was doing. Showing compassion to a wolf, how could he be doing this?

This night was to strange for his liking. "You know when you first walked in here I wanted to kill you" He was being brutally honest. He took in a deep breath before going on "And well we have surprised ourselves in the past few hours. The world is strange isn't it?" He said while gently running his fingers through her hair, he hadn't even noticed he was doing it.

[Katra Maguire]

Katra was aware of him above her. She turned her head slightly so she could look past him at the wall that seemed to ensnare her attention. She didnt want to look at anything else really. She had no emotion for anything else. But she would try and perk up. She had to! She didnt like showing weakness. She wanted to go back to her kick ass self. She liked that Katra. The tough one. Not this weak shell of herself.

But she listened carefully when he talked about her sister. But she still hated vampires. She couldnt give in just because her sister was one. In fact, it made her hate them more. No..the vampire couldnt leave without changing one of them right? He probably would have come back for her if Patrick hadnt saved her. She was grateful to Patrick and he taught her to hate these creatures. It would never go away.

Even his door theory was possible but she wasnt looking for the doors. That might make a difference as well. She was just sitting in that room with no doors or windows and just watching the far wall. She wasnt running around looking for a way out. Thats how her anger wasnt. It always found a hole in her composure and blasted out at people. She hated that but it was her and she couldnt change that.

Then he mentioned that if he was truly evil he would have killed her by now. She knew that was true. But who said she didnt want to kill him and him want to kill her? They both hated each other and yet they were being nice to each other. It was odd. How could this happen. When she walked in she had all intentions of killing him. A filthy vampire. He was right about the surprise. And when he mentioned the world was strange she smiled slightly. She had heard that sentence many times. "The strangest." She answered in reply.

She then sat up and moved his hand from her hair. She didnt say anything about it but she wanted to let him know to stop it.

[michaelandersen]

He knew the words hadn't sunk in yet. Maybe he was wasting his time being nice. Her hatred of vampires was a selfish one. Damning them all because of the actions of one. He looked up to her "Your right, vampires are evil" What was he saying? He tried to stop himself but he went on "They commit needless murders so many times. They get off on it. I keep telling myself that I have to feed on them, but I don't. I'm just weak, if I was strong I would feed on animals" He then went silent, he sat on the couch and crossed his arms, he wasn't making a sound.

She was being quiet too. He hated silence but it was here and he wouldn't be the one to break it. He began thinking to himself "Could he survive on animals. If he could do that, he could take steps back to his humanity, become a better person. He wanted nothing more than to do that right now. To turn to her and tell her that he was going to eat animals from now on. He didn't know if he could follow through though.

He would try. Maybe when night comes, he will go and snag himself an animal. He would need help though going through a change like that. He would need support. Maybe her...Nah!...Maybe? If he could fill up on chicken wings all day, how hard would animal blood be?

[Katra Maguire]

Katra was slowly coming back to herself. She could feel her attitude starting to flare up again. Ah. It felt good to be back. She didnt like being the whiney, crying Katra. She was always strong no matter the situation. She helped peopl when they needed it. She was a rather complicated girl. She killed vampires because of the hatred and the love of the kill. She loved her pack though and would do anything for them. And she had kindness in her ....somewhere....

She glanced at him though when he spoke up and said vampires were evil. The confusion was mirrored in her eyes and she tilted her head to the side. Was he really saying that? Was he actually seeing her point of view on things? That his kind were nothing bloody murderers that left no evidence behind for the police to track? She was amazed. She really was. He admitted he was weak because her drank human blood and not animal.

It made her think of James. He had taught a vampire to hunt animals. And if all vampires hunted animals....there would be no problems. But of course that was beyond the point. Not all vampires would do that. But the more that did the better. How had James taught that vampire? How had he had the control not to kill it? She admired that. But then again, she could probably deal with a vampire hunting animals.

She turned to him then and said, "Are you actually admitting that?" She then stood up, and went over to the fridge. She was hungry. Changing always did that. She tapped her fingers against her lips as she looked for food. She found a beer though an she figured that would do. She bit down on the cap with her teeth and yanked the cap off. It was a bad habbit she had. She then leaned on the counter.

[michaelandersen]

After she stood up, Michael remained seated. Just turning his head to keep eye contact on her. He really meant what he said "I admit it. I hate other vampires. I don't talk with them much, vile monsters" He said while thinking of ones such as Xavier. "I can change you know. I'm going to hunt animals from now on" He said it out loud. That was a huge leap for him. She would probably be skeptical though.

He seriously wanted to know what was happening to him? Taking a fancy to a wolf then saying he would hunt animals. He was scared of how fast his mind set was changing. If he could feed on animals he could get back on his path. The path of helping people, the path he chose in his human life. He had been off this path for over 100 years and he wanted to get back on track. Maybe this girl could help him?

He wanted her help, he just didn't want to say it out loud. If he was going to change, she had the mind set for it. If she hated vampires so much, then she could teach him how to be more human like.